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Junk Mail

twice within a week I got junk mail for two of my former stepkids, N and L. N has not ever been to this address. Hell, his dad or I haven't seen him in 5-6 yrs. L was here for one week in 2002.

What's up with that...them getting junk mail here at my home. My OWN kids don't get junk mail, and they LIVE here, LOL...

Oh well, thank goodness it's only junk mail :-)

The Day My Husband Died, written a year later...

Today was probably the worst day of my life. I had been busy with daily life, as usual. My husband was delivering mail right across the street, but about 1130am, (not sure if that is really the time, but it's the time that sticks in my head) he stopped by to bring me our mail, to kiss me and tell me he loved me. I had NO IDEA what was in store for our lives.

I remember looking at the clock and it said 3:38pm. I was leaving to go pick our daughter up from school and to take her and our son to get a bite to eat. They wanted McDonalds.

I got home at approx 410pm and noticed there was a message on my phone. I listened to it. It was one that I will never forget. It was a message from my husbands work, telling me I needed to call them, that my husband had been taken to the ER, for what was thought to be a heart attack.

I did panic, but calmed myself thinking they had to be wrong, he probably just pulled a muscle somehow, and it felt like he was having a heart attack. I called his work, and…

Took A Nap today....

and  dreamed of my husband.  I actually was able to  HEAR him in my dream :-) I told him I believed he had sent K to me and my husband said, "Well, tell K..." and I didn't hear it. When I told K about it, he said that makes sense because my husband would always tell him, "K, I was told to tell you something..." All I know is that whatever it was I was to tell K, was nothing bad, because I don't have a bad feeling about it. My husband was smiling when he said that. Maybe I will get the rest of what he was to say later in another dream, or maybe my husband will "visit" K :-) This was the first DREAM I was actually able to HEAR my husband. Usually, he has someone with him who will tell me what he is saying. This was the first dream that I have had with my husband since I heard my husband say, 'let me go" (from my other post). Hope everyone is having a happy Veterans Day!! GOD BLESS OUR VETS (my husband was one and K is one as well) and ALL ou…